This book completely swept me away. Emotional, reflective, and ultimately hopeful, In This Life or Another is the kind of story that lingers long after the final page. Melissa Payne takes a familiar “what if?” premise and turns it into something deeply human and unforgettable.
— Goodreads review
Melissa Payne creates a story that is heartfelt, thought-provoking, and just the right amount of “let me stare at the wall for a while after finishing this.” It’s about life, loss, love, choices, and the possibilities that exist in the spaces between what happened and what could have happened.

This is definitely a book for readers who enjoy stories that make you feel something and then make you question your entire existence while you’re at it.
— Goodreads review

On the brink of death, a man comes to terms with the life he lived versus the one he never pursued in an emotionally rich novel of parallel lives, redemption, and finding purpose.

On the eve of his sixtieth birthday, mechanic Rusty Wilson takes a bullet to save the patrons of a small-town Colorado diner—and awakens to a strange realm between life and death.

However, he finds that this limbo is not the end. There are still choices to be made and a lifetime to review. Paths open for a man who believes the life he did live was one of disappointments, grief, and devastating family estrangements. Given a chance to experience an alternate reality, Rusty is visited by figures from his past and present, sees what could have been if he had pursued a woman he loved from afar, and confronts a family secret that shaped everything. Now it’s Rusty’s choice: accept the imperfect existence he knew, or the what-if that could still be his.

At the heart of this poignant exploration of mortality, memory, and second chances is the profoundly simple What makes a life truly meaningful?

“In This Life or Another is one of those books that sneaks up on you. You start reading, thinking you’re getting one story… and then suddenly you’re questioning fate, choices, second chances, and whether the tiniest moments in life can completely change everything.”

- one of my favorite Goodreads reviews